so i think i need to get two things out of the way. i need to say that if you haven’t then you have to see josh bringas and his dick. it is definitely a sight for sore eyes. okay, now i have to say something about preston… if you haven’t then you have to see preston and his… oh wait… nvm. okay well this is my 300th post not to be confused with a 300 post(please notice the lack of sparta). i originally made this tumblr to speak about something important to me and it somewhat became a therapy of sorts but it ultimately became something that didn’t even remotely resemble that idea. it’s honestly sad for me to say good bye to it. i will be making a new one that will help me in a way that this one used to. i will probably follow most of you but if you don’t see me i’m sorry.
what do you think i should do to make it memorable?
edit now it is between preston… and josh’s dick
so me and my amigo Jake Gyllenhaal were hanging out and i was like, “blah blah blah” and he was like “blah blah blah” and stuff.
well to make a long story short he is in love with Megan Krause.
sorry girls the
me: you know who is super cool?
some person that isn’t important: who?
me: this one person whose name starts with Au and ends with drey
some person that isn’t important: they sound lame
and then i punched them in the face
danicaliforniaa:
so my dad has been watching the show “no ordinary family” a lot lately. AND THE SON, HE’S SO CUTE. so i look up his age on google. HE’S 14. WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUCK.
lol in the spirit of joking i guess being a teacher wouldn’t be too bad for you.
earlier i made a comment that i don’t want a girlfriend. i was asked why and i feel they deserve a proper answer.
i like to hang out with people. i like being able to make people happy and seeing them enjoy themselves. it’s just how i am and i can’t do anything about it. sorry. every relationship i have ever had has ended prematurely. i think it probably has something to do with me thinking too much. hopefully you can that understand i have some serious codependency issues. oh shoot. i still haven’t answered why… well i’ll get to that.
i think a lot. i over analyze, and god knows that i think way too much about would could be, would could have been, and what i have done. i think that is why i think greek tragedies are powerful. you have the hopes that everything is going to be okay. that the light at the end of the tunnel isn’t too far off, but it is. in fact you are now going full throttle in reverse. it’s sad and honest. i see it and, though it seems cliche, it happens everyday… why am i going off on all these tangents?
okay, i here it goes. love. yes love. it is a feeling, an emotion, and it can come and it can go. it varies in strength and definitely in volume. i’m somewhat surprised that i could come to this. i thought it could have a deeper meaning or some bull crud. i think that love comes in different ways and i think it’s different for each person you encounter. i’m not gonna say that you should marry your high school sweet heart or divorce if you don’t feel you love the person anymore. i have no idea what your situation is and i can’t decide anything for you. that is your job and you have to make that choice. but tomorrow no one knows how you will feel.
you can meet someone, you can know someone, you could have passed someone, and odds are you didn’t “fall in love”. which is okay and it’s normal. but i want something else. now we are getting to my point. i want something real, something where we both know we can live our own lives and can be mature. i want to be able to share it with someone. my life. before that i will need to know the person because i have no intension in asking someone i randomly meet to marry me on the spot(even though statistics show that one out of four females would say yes). i do need to find someone i want to know more.
and i do want to fall in love. i just don’t think i’m ready yet.
